High School Relationships

I've only had one relationship, but it was pretty serious. We just broke up this past weekend. Some relationships in high school do last; my parents' did. But it is really hard. We change so much during these four years. Hardly anyone is the same person two years in a row. Therefore it is pretty difficult to make a relationship last forever when it starts in high school. Me and my, now, ex-boyfriend were together for a year and one month. Neither of us are the same people we were when we started dating, we became too settled. It was pretty much like we were already married. I never dated anyone other than him so its hard to not worry that I didn't miss out on stuff. I don't want to look back in 20 years and regret not having dated around and had fun. But now that it is over I'm scared because I planned my future around him and now that we aren't together I don't really have a plan anymore. And I guess that's why we were together for as long as we were. Being with him was more of a habit. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed being with him. But it was more like being with him was just how it was supposed to be, a fact of life, rather than a choice.